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ugh.
im confused about life.
im tired of the fighting and arguing.
i don't wanna have to lie to be happy.
and then feeling like an asshole for doing it.
im sick of not being able to do and go as i please, im too much of an independent person.
i feel like im being controlled and its killing who i am, my creativity, my motivation....my will to live.
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i feel like my life is out of my control.
i need money.
money makes the world go 'round.
UGH!
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sigh....
i miss her face, her smile, her dimples, her smell, and i can't wait to see her smiling face tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
i love my sister, and my family.....
Through the infamous clan family tree Patty found out about me being a dealer and all at certain family functions through Gawd knows which aunt or uncle......It was probably Mike or Shannon. She confronted me about it yesterday; And I must say it was one of the best conversations I have ever had with my mother. I can talk about anything with her ( Read more... ) -
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i hate being a girl sometimes. I've been so moody and bitchy lately that i hate myself and everyone around me.
i feel like shit, and i have no motivation to do anything besides work eat, and go to the gym.
hopefully it'll pass.
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fuck
this thing they call life sucks right now. why is life the way that it is? im the scum of the earth pretending to be something that im not. my body feels like its going to fall apart, and it doesn't matter how much sleep i get or how well i eat. i wanna just curl up and die. i hate money and how it corrupts people. why was it invented? so people ( Read more... ) -
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life is exploding into a million different things. im moving back into worcester. i've made so many new friends in a short amount of time....we'll see how long it all lasts. happiness is temporary. love is blind, and so am i sometimes. i can't wait to move. i miss everyone. verbal diarrhea. the end.
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blug
they are so deep that they dig holes to bury themselves with their words.
maybe someday.
happiness makes you blind. and so does love.
your arms are dragging
and so is your ass
people shouldn't throw stones
in houses made out of glass
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new book, not new chapter...
my whole life has changed along with the people in it. But in this situation i do have to say that change is necessary. i've been ripping my hair out for the past month, over stupid shit,(my living situation, and other stressful and mind reeling crap) and i've realized that i still have my whole life ahead of a me and a whole world full of people ( Read more... )