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spfanorama_1

(man/machine)(program_error)

Apr 18, 2005 03:11

I just came up with a possible explanation for my steady descent into sloth. I think it could be a reaction to the constant ping-pong game going on in my head. Do I quit clarinet? Do I quit premed? Do I try to get serious about writing songs and performing. My opinion on any one of these questions changes with the wind, it seems, and neither ( Read more... )

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tapdancemonkey April 18 2005, 18:20:29 UTC

i'm an excellent therapist.
i charge two forties an hour. one for you and one for me. i find it helps the sessions run smoothly.

twistednerves April 19 2005, 04:57:30 UTC

i don't know who the fuck you are, but seriously, get me a 40 and let's diagnose.

tapdancemonkey April 19 2005, 16:11:10 UTC

I am very sorry to inform you---- but you live in the wrong state.

megafunk April 18 2005, 22:46:10 UTC

e_m_k April 19 2005, 02:35:18 UTC

I am pro-meds. If your TV wasn't operating at factory specs, you would have it repaired - why would you treat your brain with less respect than your TV? So, that's my stance. And therapy works.

twistednerves April 19 2005, 04:56:19 UTC

honey. darlin'. baby. dollface.

A = the moment we make that great trip from mommy's womb to physical world
B = the next moment in our lives

we are not supposed to know where we're going. i've learned this the hard way. no amount of heavy planning will get you to B. maybe if you're savvy enough, you'll get like 63.8% of the way to B, but normally, people skip over B to point C or X or W.

we are powerless to shape our future. we can influence our future. but so can the worlds around us.

you're the nomad that i wish i could be. drifting always from place to place. never quite rooted or satisfied in any one place. oh i'd kill to embrace your transience and elusiveness.

but you want to find your spirit? that little substance inside your shell? detox yourself for a spell. not for good. go a few weeks without trying to avoid your fears or pressing decisions. that anxiety, that's your spirit stirring. don't sedate it when it starts rousing.

Yo anonymous April 20 2005, 06:52:27 UTC

Just keep on keepin on!!
Pre-Med... Wow. Needless to say I am impressed. I am doing Chem right now, as a major that is. Drop me a line some time.
Pat Davis
DavisP@lawrence.edu