You are always on my mind,
the first and last thought of my day,
your face brightens up any day,
I still have the flowers you gave me,
I find warmth in your smile,
You make me want to be a better person,
We can laugh about anything past and present,
You make me the happiest I've ever been...

I want you to know that I love you.

So he gets all mad because I can't cover for him on Saturday. Newsflash. I have covered for him at least ten times and he gets all upset the minute I can't. Oh well. See this is why we shouldn't work together. Because every time I do, I want to throw something at his face that much more.

...December turns out to be my worst month in the year. Worse than May, worse than September, Worse than all the other eleven. At the rate that this December is turning out so fast, I don't think it will let up for 2005 either. December always seems to bring out the worst in me. I become the depressed, the sad, the nervous, the apprehensive, the ( Read more... )

December is back. A time of no money and no sleep. I feel bad about having made the past two nights broken up for not only myself and I don't know why I can't sleep lately. I also feel horrible for having provoked such an emotion that I can't bear to watch. I know that it all seems minute in comparison but I keep thinking back to the instances ( Read more... )

Step 1. Eat

Step 2. Go to school

Step 3. Present presentation (duh)

Step 4. Come home

Step 5. See the one I love

Step 6. Hopefully see Kara

1,2,3 Break!

I just consumed 43 grams of protein in the past half hour and why someone is sending questionable notions to either make me mad or instigate something to make me mad?

Enough said.

Last night was such a positive time. I had so much fun just doing both the oddest and most expected things. Some of the best nine hours that I have had. Today was too much work. Tomorrow will be too much work. Tuesday. Too much work. Thursday, Friday. The same. I am anticipating just making it to Saturday. Speech due tomorrow which technically isn' ( Read more... )

Tuesdays. Thursdays. Both of which are always pretty bad. Sitting on campus right now and not really wishing to be here. Tired. Not really wanting to go to work at all. Finding every reason as to why I should just sleep away my day. Made my day's purchases and now I have no money once again. Wishing that tonight could go more justly than it ( Read more... )

Too much emotion to talk. Feeling something.