I'd tell u the truth
if I knew for sure
You'd repeat the words back to me.

I never strived for my own destiny ( Read more... )

It's been a while since tha incident that changed ma perspective on u, @ first I couldn't stop thinkin about it, but now..... It seems so long ago, it seems so unmemorable, it prolly is by now. Time not only kills the pain, but for me, it also wears out the importance of things. I've thought about it lots in the first couple of days, like where ( Read more... )

Eew, now I’ve got a tan, the one where it’s distorted n u can see the area where the clothes were, hehe. It’s prolly from yesterday from spending the day @ Wonderland swimming, even though it was cloudy. I was really hesitant about goin @ first but in the end went. We went on all the water slides n spent a lot of time in the wave pool, I only ( Read more... )

Ha, guess you’re right about me still being crazy about u. It’s amazing how after a couple of sweet words n gestures u got me back 2 thinkin we r still possible. Guess I’ve always been one of those ppl who only say they give up cuz @ tha moment they let things be, but wen that phase passes n a hint of support is there, they get back to pursuing ( Read more... )

Went swimmin yesterday, it's a gd way 2 exercise n get real tired afterwards. I couldn't do the stroke where u keep ur head above the water b4, but I think I got it now, *props 2 maself*. I nvr took swimmin lessons b4 cuz ma dad was there 2 teach me since he is like a pro/natural/#1, but tha also meant learnin it the hard way. Haha, I member ma ( Read more... )

Went 2 pick up ma report card 2day, n took out a lot of books from the library 2 keep me busy this summer, didn’t even find a gd book, jus picked up nethin. Ahhh, I think I’m startin 2 get bored, uh oh. >_

Gosh. Can’t you move on from the fact that I’ve moved on? U can b so pathetic 2 think tha I’m still “hopelessly devoted 2 u”?! Puleese!!

Ahhhh, tired!! Jus came home from shoppin, there were so many sales!! But we didn't get a lot of time, I like 2 take ma time. Newho...... The Kidsummer thing yesterday was cool!! I had fun!! I wish I was one of those kids tha got all those treats. Ma thighs hurt, I don't no y, n it's preventin me from walkin normally...... Ma cuzins from ( Read more... )

I will assume that it’s over
I will assume it never began
I will assume it was my fault
I will assume it was all in my head
I will assume I can’t compare to her
I will assume that you read this and know that it’s you.