Everything Sucks!

[spicelie]

Everything Sucks! Now I don't know if I have some Bipolar Disorder or what, but I'm getting in my moods more frequently. I get so angry all the time and so stressed its like I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack! Its like every time I go home, it's chaotic. At work its peaceful yet I'm bored as a rock. I've caught myself just sitting

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[thbeatgozon69]

Wow Melissa!
I really think maybe might be the time for you to break away. I think i really do mean that. I guess I would recommend the family therapy but not only does it look as if it is too late for that, how could you afford it?
I dont know what to say except that Im sorry you have to go through this. You are right. NO daughter should ever have to go through any of this with her mom..EVER!
Are Samantha and Jerry the cats?
Can you think about living with your dad or brother? It seems that you have a good connection with them. I guess that weekend with them was just what you needed.
See if you can talk to your dad about your mom, ok?

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[spicelie]

I've been more than ready to break away and I agree with you. The family therapy wouldn't work... except for the fact that the therapist would be there telling my mom to shut up and let me talk and that not everything revolves around her. Plus; you're right again, I couldn't afford it. Your sorry, I'm sorry I have to go through this every god damn day. Yes, Samantha and Jerry are the cats. They got hair all over my clothes yet again. I wouldn't be able to live with my brother and dad, they live in a two bedroom trailer and the bedrooms are small. I have a better connection with my dad because he knows not to ask for money from me, he's told me before; I don't want to ruin our relationship because of money. I couldn't agree with him more. Money ruins alot of things. Why it makes the world go round is screwed up... My dad already knows everything about my mom; he says she's being ridiculous and to remember who she gave birth to and to start acting her age. My dad is more respectable now than he's been in a long time. I mean

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[thbeatgozon69]

Ok so when are you getting out? Do you have a plan? I would like to be there to help if I can. You have to say you will get out to them and mean it!
Or you know that cause the apartment is in your name you can just kick them out!
Cindy