My Therapist recommended I do this...

[spicelie]

This entry is NOT for the timid and so has much adult content... I am changing the names of the people I'm talking about but those who know me and the situation will know who I am talking about

Comments

Your feelings

[thbeatgozon69]

Your feelings are normal and healthy; I tend to disagree with your therapist. It is perfectly normal to have a sexual fantasy in your mind about someone. It just happens to be a co worker in your situation. I myself have the same thoughts and fantasies about a couple guys, I think you know who they are, but I guess it isn't the same thing since they have no authority over any of my work life. Anyway, just live them out and maybe do some writings or private drawings about it and I think that will help.

Re: Your feelings

[spicelie]

Oh good... that's what I thought too. Normal and Healthy sexual feelings and fantasies. I agree with you too, the therapist may have been reading to much into what I've told her about my past and then about the situation. You too... who are they? I really wouldn't know who they are because I've been in my own world fantasizing about you know who. It's weird that I developed a thing for him; maybe I like authority figures... oh shit, maybe that's why deep down I want to be a cop... authority! *giggles* You bet I'm living them out, I've written so many different stories and fantasies it's pathetic, I'll post one on here within the next few days, I'm doing the finishing touches and I will let you know... it's quite graphic so reading it at work may NOT be appropriate. *giggles* Otherwise if you don't want me too, tell me now and I won't.