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Leaving, for a momment.
Going to the funeral for my great-grandmother.
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Cisgendered
This Post is not Based in Fact.
Cisgender (pronounced /ˈsɪsdʒɛndər/) is an adjective used in the context of gender issues and counseling to refer to a class of gender identities formed by a match between an individual's gender identity and the behavior or role considered appropriate for one's sex. Cisgender is a "newer term" that means "someone who ( Read more... ) -
Death
So my Great-Grandmother Opal died today. Ain't that the kicker.
She was 82, she had lived a full life. I never knew her without the debilitating dementia.
She was always described to me as racist and cruel but strong for a woman born in her age. Gumption I believe they would have called it.
Just a friendly reminder, nobody gets out alive. -
The Beginning: End of the Line
So it's the end of the month, or very near to it depending on how you look at it. My life is in shambles, my finances are in question, my education is in question, my future is in question. I have very little, I can still fit everything I own except the furniture into a backpack and my suitcase. I have a suitcase full of someone else's clothes. I ( Read more... ) -
To Defeat; To Fight
Someone once said that fighting for peace is like fucking for celibacy. I, for one, agree ( Read more... ) -
120 Hours: Epiphany.
Nothing happened yesterday. And when I say that don't think that I mean that 'not much' or 'very little' happened. I mean NOTHING happened that I did not consciously decide on. I watched anime, I read manga, I read blogs, I talked to people I wanted to talk about the problems that I've been having. Generally the world danced to my tune, except my ( Read more... ) -
The past 72 hours. Part III
The Litany of Hate is, essentially, a collection of about three hundred posts of women speaking aloud their abuse, telling what happened. It is a stunning indictment of the common sexual discourse because so many of the stories are the same. It demonstrated -powerfully- that the problem is in the deepest part of society itself. What I couldn't get ( Read more... ) -
The past 72 hours. Part II
So I'm already a bit staggered by not having anyone else in my home, not having a reason to -do- anything other than the baseline of eventually I want to make something of myself. Depression is an easy habit for me when I'm alone. Then the bad news about the army, that didn't help. So where do I turn? The internet! To be specific my friends, who I ( Read more... ) -
The past 72 hours. Part I
So, a dream deferred. I use those words in the context that a friend just used them in his own blog post and has very little to do with my situation ( Read more... ) -
IN B4 B00T C4MP LOL!
SO. I have this little problem. I can't seem to blog and have it not be completely angst ridden ( Read more... )