im going to stop feeling sorry for myself and start being happy again, even if im just pretending.

3 more days of school for me biatches...then im off to north carolina

hesitation ruins things. either do it or dont.
like changing lanes, dont hesitate in the middle. go or dont go.

time and the lack of it screw me over

whenever you need someone the most, they seem to be pushing you away ( Read more... )

im over it...for realllllllllll
im done with being sad so fuck that biatchesssssss

so everything is gona be kickass from now on

we all play these stupid games with each others emotions. we get mad for dumb reasons and refuse to call the other person back just because we want to see if they really care and will keep calling until they answer. sometimes our stupid plans for these stupid games work and its all good. but other times the other person plays them too. the two ( Read more... )

is there a pause button to this life? like u could push it and temorarily escape from everyone and everything and be left alone for once as long as you wanted until u were ready to face the bull shit again? then you could hit play and maybe you would be ready to face everything in a controlled manor. but no, that will never happen. there will ( Read more... )

i hope this hurricane comes and blows everything away.
maybe then ill be able to forget everything i hate in this life.

i made it home in 20 min. its a new record for me. im trying for 15 tomorrow. im amused easily. today was good/bad. i over react way too much...for real.

haha. physics was great today.

i have that brand new world project to do someday. is anyone actually reading that book?

im addicted to real world and food.

ok, im done with this dumb entry

im afraid things arent going right. im afraid im over reacting. im afraid of this being it, im afraid because i know i wont admit it. im afraid of whats next or what will happen afterwards. im afraid im overreacting for no reason and nothing is wrong. i hate how this is all turning out ( Read more... )