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so this weekend, so far, has been much better than last ( Read more... )

late night calls are so intreging. not much sleep if you couldnt tell. dont sleep much at all anymore. it will catch up in the end im sure. but for now work. so discontent all the time. things arent how i want them to be. im such a bore.

Name: victor manuel perez III ( Read more... )

im really loving interpol and the strokes. my music taste are changing alot. everything is changing so much. not all for the better. i had a really good conversation with another girl who always seemed so ditsey. some people are really compasionate towards others. some even to perfect strangers. its beautiful how thoughtful some people a person can ( Read more... )

so i turn 18 in a month and im not really excited about it like i thought i would be. there is nothing i will really gain from it, although im thinking about a tatoo but i have to think of something good to get. i also have to check with my mom, even though ill be 18 there is still all that there house there rules nonsense. im not sure how good my ( Read more... )

Im losing my grip and my world is falling apart. im so miserable. i have built my life up around her and now it is slowly being torn away. i love her so much. i could never be as open with anyone as i am with her. she knows my deepest secrets, shes what made me feel complete. i have nothing to look forward to now. i depend on her. i depend on her ( Read more... )

i didnt get to go see blacbloc last night which really sucks. i had three and was going to borrow five from my sister but no one was home at my house until eight. so i sat around at home last night and watched tv, even though nothing was on, and i started drawing a picture for cox because hes all like "why dont you draw me a picture bitch?" to ( Read more... )

last night was stupendous (i probably didnt even spell that right but not often do i get the chance to use the word). i get paid today. thats good news for my car insurrance company. i think melt banana is my new favorite band. i really do sympathize for vivek. its awful the way his parents are treating him. emotionally abusive submission tactics ( Read more... )

i dont have to find a second job anymore. fate decided that one of the other employees needed to quit and now i will be working an extra day a week. this will provide about a hundred dollars more on each pay check. now i will actually be left with some spending money after i pay all my bills. and in turn dont have to worry about money. i detest ( Read more... )