I'm sick... because I'm so upset. I've never been so sad to the point where I can't even eat. I feel like I'm going to puke from eating hardly anything and that sucks cause I really am hungry ( Read more... )

I think I might go back to my old job at the dentist. My job now is fucking retarded and I'd have to quit anyway cause I can't pay any bills on 5 hours a week. But the dentist is SO far away, but I would make more than enough to pay for the gas. I'm calling this week to see what's going on for real ( Read more... )

I'm really tired and I just want to go to sleep, but I have to go to the dentist. I was going to take a shower before going too, but I ended up talking to Tyner and Arms forever in the bookstore while returning the book for the class I dropped and buying my new one for the class I missed all last week. Ooopsy ( Read more... )

Hm, so things are a bit better. Except when I called to say goodnight and I love him, I said, "I wanted to say goodnight and I love you, even though you don't say it back anymore," and he said, "I know. Goodnight." Ouch ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a few days. He's talked to me. But he ignores me till he feels like talking and that's not very often. Twice, really ( Read more... )

Hm, yeah... He said he's going to call me. Later. I hope later means tonight. But just getting that text that said, "Ill call u later" made me feel better because it was a response ( Read more... )

Hm, my heart is broken again.

The second time.

And I broke everything off with her. Because I can't do this all over again... I really can't do this again. Not any time soon.

He knows -everything-.

And I am done. I'm done...

Adios

Ouch... for real...

So I guess I'm not talking to Andrew anymore. For once, I'm not calling him after he hung up on me... even if that means we don't ever talk again.

He knows I hate that.

Adios

Laura called me today from her cell phone from home! I jizzed in my pants and than Tasha told me to get off the phone cause I was working (even though I called while I was buying my pants because I wasn't doing anything anyway ( Read more... )

So, I'm tired of feeling like I'm always the second choice to other people. I got mad at Courtney for this tonight (among other reasons) even though it's understandable why I'm the second choice to Sarah. But does it have to be THAT OBVIOUS ( Read more... )