School is a joke. A bad joke. The kind that disturbs you. Physics, for example. At first I wanted to "prove" that I could do it and succeed. Then reality hit: There are just some things you can't do. I hate it with a burning passion! I sit there in my seat,hoping and praying that I could disappear. I don't understand 96% of the concepts. If I could ( Read more... )

All my life I've been told to "focus on school". But for what? It hasn't gotten me anywhere ! I mean, I want to be an artist and school is definitely not helping. I could so do without all the drama of ,worrying about who my friends will be tommorrow,falling in love with "boys" who don't know who they want,not to mention despising my youth at ( Read more... )

I woke up to that song this morning. But sometimes I feel that He is. Last night I was looking at the stars and moon and clouds and said in my head,"God is really something;majestic." Then I look at my life and think,"Where is he? Where is he when I have a bad day? Where is he when I can't find the right words to say? Where is he when I'm alone and ( Read more... )

Today was awesome ! I mean for real. The beach was fun. We made "Heartland" - really cute. The guys wrastled as usual -never gets old! I saw Ben's underwear! LOL! The bus ride home was fun too, remembering old times ( Read more... )

Valentine's was awesome.
Who needs a S.O. when you have great family and friends ?
(exaggeration, of course!)
I spent some quality time with my mom(arguing mostly),and was out all night chillin' with fam. Good times.
Oh, yeah I sold a couple of flowers too.

"Take the "L" out of Lover and it's OVER!" - great song, I forgot who sings it.

This is essie and this is my first live journal entry!

I am now brought into the live journal drama and i am aware of the importance of it!

first it was IMAGE, now its LIVEJOURNAL. Whats this world coming to?

bye!