Why can't the moon stay full forever
Wednesday's bad but Friday's ain't much better 
Why can't the moon stay full forever
Right now she's got nothin' on her mind.

todays been another not-so-good-nothing-ever-happens-life-needs-to-get-better kind of day. seriously. things need to get better. tomorrows my brothers 18th birthday and i have no clue ( Read more... )

won the game vs. maret. ben if the guy that you told to suck your dick had touched you im sure you would have kicked his ass. hell yes. anyways. mihran came home for the weekend. i missed him so fucking much. =D. i went out to dinner at fudruckers with kathy tess jazzy sally and bex.. SALLY AND BECCA DANCED FOR US DURING HALFTIME. made me loose my ( Read more... )

today was another one of those kind of days. i started to think alot. and we all know when i think alot i feel like shit and i dont know what to do about ANYTHING that is going on around me or anything that has to do with me. becca left school early because she had a fever. during town meeting i let her sleep on me. so, i have been getting sick all ( Read more... )

youdstayforever

You're making me fall down
I'm falling down again
I wish you could fall down
Can you catch me darling?

i talked to kcrey. and now im crying. :-/. its really strange. ive never cried becuase of so many emotions before. and now i feel like such a loser. oh man.

mom came home from visiting the family today. got in a fight with dad about saturday.so ben your coming and watching the rest of braveheart. adn then alex made me feel better so its all good now. anways, IT SNOWED TODAY=D. not for long, but still it snowed. i was really sad because today piers didnt tell me our daily story. =(. but that means i get ( Read more... )

so today i had tutoring. the lady i have is probably the coolest grandmother i know. she was like "and iwas bitchin and balhbalh" and iwas like WOSAHH. thats so fuckin aweomse. haha. teddy and kate picked me up from tutor. we drove to subway because they wanted food. so i ate something. adn then we got back into the car to drive home. and the car ( Read more... )

today it snoweddd =D. so i didnt have the major minors recording. i went sledding and had snow cones with lauren danny adn kendal. and then kristen came over. and we sledded. and then alex ben piers sailer and bex came over. lauren didnt let me play football becuase she didnt want to get introuble with my dad after waht happend last time. so me and ( Read more... )

today i went to the movies with alex and saw meet the fockers. it was fun.  then i went to my psychiatrist appointment and caught up with that lady. then went SHOPPing with my MOM! i was so excited. i felt so pampered. hahahahahahahahahahah. it was amazing. and there was barely anyone there so we got around so much more than we would have. it was ( Read more... )

alex.

is the love of my life. the end.

lastn ight i would have banged him.