i hate life.....

im dying inside.....

i want it to go away......

i left work 3.5 hours early because i felt so sick...

i hope u do realize i loved you and i tried to help you....but you werent ready to help yourself

we can not work on us, when u need to work on you.

i love you.....good luck

well i was suppose to come home yesterday but i decided to be cute and go visit steven in lansing-for all of those who read my last angry posts....just ignore me...im over dramatic at times and i want to try and make stuff work with him and i ( Read more... )

last night i told steven to move on and that we were over for good.....i cant do the fighting and crying anymore. he drained me emotionally, im stressed out all the time, he brought out the worst in me. when we first started dating we were so happy and so inlove...and now there is no happiness and this is not healthy. if this is love i never ( Read more... )

worked today ( Read more... )

one of my sorority sisters, Alex Kamburis, moved back home to her family at the end of last semester. her family lives in Galveston, TX.

Please pray for her and her family.

im so worried she is going to lose everything.

LJ Interests meme results

1. boys with piercings:
   mmmmm boys with piercings are just too damn sexy.
2. cuddling:
   what is better after having a long day of work and school and having someone there to cuddle with.
3. fireworks:
   i think fireworks are beautiful. when i see them i cant help but smile...i have lots of good memories of going to the fireworks!
4. ( Read more... )

my name is]: Monika ( Read more... )

( recruitment weekend )

i feel like im dying right now ( Read more... )

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