I'm falling again ( Read more... )

Last night went out to Nando's to meet up with people. Rach, Dave, Vai, Mubeen, Paul... and Max, half an hour late. It was good to see people again. Vai and I found out that we hadn't been invited to a party the night before. Not fun. Rach said she thought it would have been too short notice for me. Shesh. Thanks. Anyway, apparently that, er, guy I ( Read more... )

I used to be able to think. Now my head feels void... yet overflowing. I think I'm in that state of consciousness where all thoughts are chaotic, without direction, and so many are flooding through my mind that it's just white noise that I mistake as nothingness. It keeps me up at night; it frustrates me.

Check out my digiart at Creatio Continua. Criticism welcome.

Hahahaha! Goodness, what a good response. Now I really, really think I should attend Hogwarts. ;)

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These lyrics by Incubus best describe how I've been feeling today.

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Pardon me while I burst.....

A decade ago, I never thought I would be
At twenty three, on the verge of
spontaneous combustion. Woe-is-me. But I
guess that it comes with the territory; an
ominous landscape of
never ending calamity
I need you to hear, I need you to see, that I ( Read more... )

Oh god, no ( Read more... )

Last night I was totally lost in this book "Nights at the Circus". It's fantastic. Circus freaks, human angels, virgin whores... what more could anyone want?

But I'm inwardly stressing out about tormorrow. I have to get up at 6.30 (six thirty! I'll never make it through the day!) to catch a train at 7.20 to go to Cambridge for a nine hour work day ( Read more... )

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