Comments | spidermaniac: Just trying to explain...

spidermaniac

Just trying to explain...

Jul 10, 2005 16:32

It has seemed to me that you have lost interest in other people. Lately I have felt like if it is not the way you want, then it's wrong. Pretty much everyone has become so engrossed in the drama that it seems like nothing else matters. I am tired of trying to accomidate to everyone else. I'm tired of having to work so hard to keep everyone ( Read more... )

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raggdoll23 July 10 2005, 22:16:40 UTC

Holy shit, I didn't think my one post would cause this chain reaction of posts...I'm sorry if I made it seem like I was saying my friends aren't "good" enough for me, that's not what I was saying, actually , it's the opposite--most of the time I don't feel good enough for everyone. I know how it feels to feel like you're not doing anything right.

When I wrote my long "feeling left out" post it's because I have lately and at that moment, I felt so strongly about it that I was sitting in my room actually crying like hysterically, so, I knew I needed to write something to get out how I felt.

I love you Matt, and don't want to lose you as a friend (or washing machine, or husband).

blakeomafer July 10 2005, 22:39:18 UTC

You still can't touch him :D

raggdoll23 July 10 2005, 22:48:05 UTC

*touches Matt* yes I can!

blakeomafer July 10 2005, 22:59:37 UTC

*yanks away* m-i-n-e!

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nessers July 10 2005, 23:03:49 UTC

... I never asked you to apologize for anything, Matt.

I've been withdrawn from everyone because I've been depressed and afraid of social activity. I've become agoraphobic, in a sense.

Please, please, just tell me what it is I did that's bothering you. I want to fix it.

nessers July 10 2005, 23:08:22 UTC

And I was just worried because, while I don't mind if you drink, I just wished that I could be around to influence you to at least do so responsibly.

I don't know. I worry about you. If you still want me to do so.

spidermaniac July 10 2005, 23:23:51 UTC

Vanessa, I -love- you. I do. You have always been one of the few people I can really trust ( ... )

nessers July 11 2005, 01:15:58 UTC

Oh, thank God.. it's a misunderstanding. Good. I was afraid I was really screwing up.. if you care to discuss the whole thing with me via AIM or phone or something (I'm leaving early Tuesday morning, so in person's not a choice)...

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_broadway_baby July 11 2005, 16:31:54 UTC

i'm not funny and i wanted to type soemthing funny.
pretend i said something funny

lacuna_spiral July 20 2005, 16:10:49 UTC

i hope things start to get better for you, matthew.