Jake lied when he said he wasn't going to call me until he was allowed to. He just called me. "I couldn't go a week without talking to you!" I knew he would sneak a call to me. Hah. I knew he couldn't resist my addictive persona and super powers of allure!!! Muahaha!! So then we get to talking about our futures, how he wants to go into the military ( Read more... )

My mom and Dale went to Minneapolis for some trade show thing, so of course I was hauled off to my uncle's house. Not like that's a bad thing or anything. They have satelite and a new kitten. But they thought I would be "too scared" to stay by myself overnight. Alone. In my own house. I was like, wtf? But then I thought about it for a little bit ( Read more... )

Haha..well Hope Anne, looks like we better get rid of our boyfriends....;)

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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Hmm...how frighteningly accurate...

This has been the slowest most wasted week of my life. It's been snowing nonstop and I just generally haven't felt like doing anything or going anywhere. And I haven't heard from Jake in almost a week...I miss him. I miss him ( Read more... )

It’s like I’m fighting a huge battle alone. I had a taste of something rare and beautiful with someone more amazing than I could have ever hoped for. And we lost it. Not by our own hands, but by fate, and consequences of “young love”. Here I am, reaching out with my heart and yearning for what was lost. In our hearts it’s still there, that spark, ( Read more... )

Ok my computer had some sort of disease and therefore I haven't been able to use it in about a week. Here's what else has been going on (this will be a quickie update, I'll put in more details later when I'm not so tiiirrrreeeedd ( Read more... )

So I just realized that I need a telephone in my room so I can hear the phone when it actually rings. Most all of my friends know what 85% of the time I don't answer the phone because I can never hear it unless I am on the same floor or the house that the phone is. So if I'm on the toilet upstairs or in my room with music on, you can forget me ( Read more... )

Lately I think I've been a little better, aside from being kind of edgy and anxious all the time. But I've stopped crying as much ( Read more... )

Help! Help ( Read more... )