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losing control
so i haven't been able to get a hold of my g/f in about 1 week or so and its really starting to get to me. i've got all these thought running through my mind like (is she going to break up with me and just thinking about how she is going to do it?) i can't stop having negative thoughts about it and its beginning to take a toll on me. i haven't ( Read more... ) -
moving sucks
so as much as im excited to be moving, its a pain in the ass! i've packed almost all of my room and now im onto the kitchen. its hell!!! i am living in hell... and to top it off my mom has been having mad crazy mood swings and takes it out on me and my sister. no one else just us... GRRRR!!! its getting so damn stressful... i just wana cry -
my little secret
okay so as most of you know from previous entries i am bi. well i spent 4 days in toronto visiting my aunt and uncle and my two cousins. well my aunt, my cousin (sarah), and i drove through the gay community just off younge st. and i started talking about how much i love gay people and how awesome they are... then my aunt and cousin went dead ( Read more... ) -
spent 3.5 hours at the hospital last night
so ya... lately i've been having theses REALLY super bad pains in my abdomen. so i was gona go to the doctor today but my step dad told me to go to the hospital, so i did (this was at 10:30) by the time i actually got myself into the car after being in a lot of pain erica and i got to the queensway carleton at 11pm. it was 2 hours until i ( Read more... ) -
wrote this during a break up
last night i lay awake ( Read more... ) -
fired
so i got fired today... and i cried and then got super pissed off and now i am going to get smashed off my ass and start thinking about my next move... -
missin my girlfriend
okay so ya... i REALLY SUPER BADLY miss sarah. its been one month!!! (yes yes... that is so lame and 5th grade) but still!!! im really happy and i haven't been this happy in sooo long. whenever im around her i feel totally free and happy and i feel like i could probably fly if i tried. she makes me feel alive. and i definately haven't felt like ( Read more... ) -
ITS A BOY!!!
so on wednesday, my sister found out what the sex of her baby is. and its a baby boy! im gona be an auntie!!! so excited. anyways so ya... his name is going to be sydney. I CAN'T WAIT!!! and ya... i went shopping for baby clothes for him and i started crying. people were totally weirded out but thats okay because its me and i don't give a ( Read more... ) -
kinda sorta buzzed
so im totally a little buzzed... i've been drinking... lol... what a surprise. so ya... new years was the bomb. i got to spend it with my friends and my girlfriend. i miss her like crazy right now... and ya... i totally don't know what else to say... so im gona go to bed and sleep cause im really tired and i really don't want to be awake right -
its been a while
so it has been a while since i have updated... but hey i've been busy so what can i say? im super happy right now because me and my girlfriend got back together. i have never been so happy in my life. i can't wait until christmas (only 3 days away) and i can't wait until new years cause im getting totally plastered and it will be a good time for ( Read more... )