My IV treatment

Oct 06, 2007 15:11

From the last post posted on the Sep27, 2007 Sunday



Today is Saturday..
Yesterday is Friday..
which is the day for my intravenous IV treatment.
3rd Session, still have 3 more sessions to go *sigh*
Have to endure!!

Well, it went well except that my body couldn't take it cos I sat there in the air-con for like 8 hours cos I am using my Medisave to pay so have to commit to 8 hrs. I sat there until my whole body numb then aches.

The thing about me is that I can't sit down for long hrs even to lie down on the bed, also difficult, my whole body will starts to goes numb (especially lately, my blood circulation not so good even though I do exercises at home)..then it starts to aches. I have been taking panadol almost every night cos the numbs and aches usually comes in the late evening. No choice, I am kinda person who cannot endure pain much kind of person.

I know, cannot rely on medication too much also but what to do, is not just the headache but also the whloe body aches and chest pain too bcos of this new symptom of Lupus just came up, never got it before, just like fever and headache.

My muscle tends to tense easily even though I am not anxious or nervous or not even thinking of anything. So when my muscle tense, my chest starts to become tight and when its tight, I can't breathe easily so recently, I have been difficulty in breathing. Even I wear my bra, I find it very uncomfortable. Dr. Howe gave me some muscle relax pills to relax the muscles, Well, it did help but not much but still at least, better than nothing.

Anyway, still on MC (Medical Leave), looks like I am going to be on a long break..don't know when I can be back to "pink of health" and back to work. I think by then, my co. ready to terminate me liao *sigh* whatever..its doesn't matter, for as long, I am back to "pink of health", work doesn't come first. If they terminate me, terminate loh, working in the bank is too stressful, every day also have to stay OT (OverTime), sometimes Saturday also have to go back b'cos of the high volume, every banks every now and then have promotions so means Overtime. Yap, this is the life working in the bamk.

Anyway, have already downloaded Episode 11 of "Mad Men" last night, going to watch it later.

||-mONi-||

moni

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