Holy crap its been a while. I'm sure none of y'all look at my page anymore, but never know. My writing style is lagging, so don't hold it against me... It's amazing the things that have gone down this past year. I spose a small update would help... I graduated during June, and got a job back at Fuddruckers(oh joy.) I met Maria during July, she went ( Read more... )

Let's see... So yeah, Saturday had a great night at Linnea's deck party. Met some cool people, listened to some good tunes. There was this girl, Angie w/ the most beautiful voice I've heard in a while. When she sang one of my favorite Ani D. songs "Overlap" I started crying. Anyhow, night went well, except I offered to bring this girl to Apex, then ( Read more... )

I don't get it, these days. I can meet 1 or 2 women whenever I go out, yet I never feel a connection so I brush them off, or tell them I only want a friendship before I truely give them a shot. Then the people I do truely feel a connection/ care about are to scared to move into anything or just flirt, or I get scared. Even if they made a move, ( Read more... )

So... I haven't kept the update on things because of Driver's Ed ( Read more... )

I haven't update in a few days now, but I thought I'd do so while I have the chance and remember. Monday was a blah day, first day back from break. After school, Michele(aunt) picked me up, went to fill out application for a job. Then I had my first day of Driver's Ed. *snore* I think the only reason I'm able to stay awake during the class is fear ( Read more... )

Today was a blah type of day. I woke up at 3 or 4 in the afternoon, thanks to the Seroquil. Around the time I woke up I found out my Grandmother and Aunts' were on thier way over for dinner. Which must have been meant to be, because I had been contemplating asking to go to my Grandmother's the day before if I could come over, but couldn't figure ( Read more... )

Well, instead of staying stuck in the house for New Year's I took action. first off last night after the meeting I went to Ralph & John's place(they're a "bi" couple.) I was gonna stay the night and go out to visit Bill & Dan, then go to Joe & Michael's... Anyhow at first we just watched movies and what not, which was cool. But I was getting so ( Read more... )

Here's a prime example of the shit I get myself into by being impulsive and not shutting the fuck up ( Read more... )

Just when I thought things couldn't get any more complicated, they did of course. Joy came and picked me up Thursday night. We went to eat, then headed back to her place for a few because it was to early for the meeting... Now for a while both my aunt, Shirley and I suspected Joy liked me. I thought she was cute and wouldn't let myself think any ( Read more... )

I haven't been keeping up with the updates, been either lazy or preocuppied. So anyhow, past week has been cool. Last Friday went to Christa's halloween party. I mostly ate, talked to few people, sat alone in the dark backyard with no one around, which I think I liked the most. Next day went back to Christa's to watch her runt, Jeremy. I got paid $ ( Read more... )