I need to stop getting drunk on Sunday nights. Pathetic, i should have to tell myself this.
It makes monday mornings all the more miserable.

So am i really happy or do i just convince myself i'm happy all the time? It's starting to seem that way.

I think I wake up sad and hopeless every single monday morning. Maybe it has to do with getting drunk ( Read more... )

Last night i had a dream that my pet fish died.

THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS ALL LIKE "hey mom whats up?" AND SHE WAS ALL LIKE "your fish died"

??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Where does one begin in a situation like this ( Read more... )

hello, my name is Emily de la Vega and i am a terrible person

however

I have 0 enemys 
I have dreams and ambitions 
I have a boy who loves me 
I love my boy
I can admit i have many flaws

For the first time in my life i am not afraid to be afraid

tonight i am very sad because i realize i'm going to be leaving all of you in less than 2 months. I don't think i am ready to leave all of these familiar faces. Tarpon Springs has always been my home and i'm happy knowing that ( Read more... )

I just remembered how terrible dress shopping is. I wish instead of having to wear fancy smancy fluffy puffy dresses to prom it was considered formal to arrive with no dress at all ( Read more... )

don't worry about forever, don't worry about me.
It's the lottery baby, everybody roll the dice.

Will we always be like little kids, running group to group
Asking, "Who loves me?" Don't know who loves me
It's pathetic, it's impossible
Like girls in stilettos

72 hour boyfriend binge complete, who wants to go to the beach?

i am happy to say i am very happy.

happy birthday kait baby

Life has been lovely lately ( Read more... )