Unpleasantness

[spifelicious]

I feel like you dictate the bullshit in my life even when you aren't there. I haven't got much freedom to move where I like and I blame that on you, you who won't get back to me, you who fucks things up even when you aren't there, which you never are. Things are always on your terms, so I can never make a clean break, because you aren't around to

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[paint_snake]

:( I'm sorry sweety. I know things can be unpleasant, and saying stuff like 'It'll get better' don't often help those awful feelings, but it will get better. *hug*

[spifelicious]

Well... It does seem to be getting better. I'm probably being overly optimistic, but things seem alright. Alex is back in my life, though. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. She isn't getting so "close" to me this time, though, that's for sure.