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good weekend. i'm realizing that i don't mind missing the past. yah i had good times with those people, but i was more depressed and life was overly dramatic (yes and i admit somewhat my fault but i'm not the only one!!!) i would much rather hang out with my lovers (heidi lauren julesy tara and grace when she gets ungrounded) cuz they love me for ( Read more... )

i hate when i get in one of those moods where i'm too sad to go to sleep because i'm afraid if i sleep my nightmares will be littered with my petty agonies ( Read more... )

today was really shitty...

but however it is national pot day!

nope that still doesn't make up for the shittiness...

ok so yah, i found out today that my dad has diabetes, which is not fun... also now this hereditary disease is coming from both sides of my family, my grandma and my cousin on my mom's side have it, and my dad has it, so i run the high risk of getting it too. that really put a damper on this *rainy* day ( Read more... )

oh man this has to have been THE BEST spring break EVER!!! and that is SO not an exaggeration ( Read more... )

omg yay! i'm finally going to Santa Monica today! hooray i get to see kat in like only a few hours. ok maybe like 8 hours but still! that's not that long! i can wait some more hours!!!


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this entry is for kt. for everything you've gone through you're still there for your friends, you amaze me so much and you are such a wonderful person. i have so much hope that things will improve for you kt. i love you!


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i got sick and whent home. that pretty much describes the day. oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i threw up! fun times ain't it? so i don't think i'm gonna go to dance today cuz i think i shuld just play it safe cuz i definitely do not want to be sick over spring break ( Read more... )

so i'm still not quite sure if i like him or not, i guess it takes time, but usually when i form a crush it's right away so i'm not sure. but whatever ( Read more... )