things are different and i dont know what to do. i dont know what to say. i just am confused. i have no idea what im saying now. all i know is things are different and i hate it. its like im the only one who cares about things. i feel like shit i dont know what im saying again. geeze. ok bye

so not much has been going on. tonight is the first night since school started that i dont have homework. well i have homework, i just finished earlier today so it seems as if i have nothing to do. i might go out later. i dont know though. thursdays are probably my favorite school day. i have one class from 9:30-10:45. then i sleep. mmmm. fall ( Read more... )

( birthday fun )

Today is my birthday i am 18 i am an adult officially! yay! i can buy lotto tickets, porn, i can go clubbin, buy ciggies. ahhaha idont know. but everyone is so nice and even peeps i dont know are telling me happy bday. I LOVE IT!1 LASDJFL;KSADJF;L BYE

i didnt have that great of a day today. i mean its just like every other day. im having a hard time making new friends. im jealous of people who have met people that they can just hang out with. im jealous of alot of things. usually im so outgoing and really easy to meet new people and make new friends. i dont know what the problem is. At home i ( Read more... )

so college. yeah. its fun. i love my roommate, her name is allison and she is from franklin and she is fun. lauren and her roommate are fun sarah came up a few weekends ago and it was awsome. im having fun that is all the end. bye. ( get low )

its finally here. im at longwood university and i have a good feeling that im going to love it here. ive met tons of people i love my roommate and my suitemates there all so great. all i know is thank god lauren is here i dont know what id do without her. i didnt get to say goodbye to sarah which sucks. i miss everyone but ill be back soon on ( Read more... )

WOW its been a long time. i think May was the last time i updated.

i had to graduate from high school FINALLY. it seriously went by so quickly. I had tons of family in town for like 2 weeks. i loved it! Had my grad party and got like $1,050+ family and friends and stuff. so i guess ill be using that for college or a little for my spending ( Read more... )

alots happened lately. saturday morning my grandfather died. its been tough. i feel for my grandmother the most because shes alone now, and i cried at work just thinking about it, she hates being alone. i can't wait until she comes out here for graduation. just so i can hug her. anyways, prom came and went, it was a blast. ive met lots of new ( Read more... )

last night we went to see Mae at the NorVa. "We" meaning the usual, lauren, sarah, me, and a fresh face katie. we had fun. i laughed a lot when we went to dunkin donuts. oh we went to dunkin donuts after the concert. yeah. um. nothing new. just work, petsmart fun after work occasionally and SPRING BREAK. i cannot wait until college. im going to go ( Read more... )