So yeah, I've come to terms that the only way to stop thinking about my past is by getting rid of it.

I'm pretty sure that I'm going to delete this journal too...

next will be myspace... (if only it wasn't the only form of communication for school.)

if there was a way to erase my memories...

i would really love to do it.

Because honestly, i can't keep going on like this.

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mmm book.

damn jessica for getting music stuck in my head ( Read more... )

my toes are sooooo cold.

Stupid fire. :P

i'm starving... i guess i deserve that for skipping breakfast. meep.

miss you.

I'm extremely irritated right now... but happy that i'm only here for another 40 mins.

I started to realize that when I write my little short stories… they always involve someone feeling and overwhelming sense of something. Why do feelings need to be so overwhelming sometimes? Like: overwhelming sadness, regret, disappointment, failure, happiness, giddiness, and ultimately depression. So, yesterday was like waves of overwhelming ( Read more... )

The sky was a deep blue and without any sign of a cloud in sight. It did not take long for her to notice it; however, it did come from quiet a ways. Off in the mountains she could see the whites of the snowcaps. Their icy coldness chilled her even from the distance she stood away from them. However, the natural beauty of them overcame her. The ( Read more... )

i feel like being girly today.

i'm getting my nails done. mom always says that helps when in a girly mood. (i can't cut my hair anymore... so nails are the next best thing.)

I suppose that'll do. a lot of stuff... just don't really feel like posting it on here just yet.