oh how i adore my darling Tracy ( Read more... )

"and instead of saying all of your goodbyes ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was good and not so good. i like food but i'm not too fond of feeling like i dont belong.
shopping was fun and not so fun. i like geting presnets for my friends but i dont like being around people fighting over who gets to buy what.
leftover party tonight, should be wicked fun.
cliches concert the day after, hopefully will be fun.

awsome fucking night yesterday. it was the old crew and some, but it didn't really matter as it made it felt like we had never stopped being like this. it was me (duh) Burt, Aaron, Andrew, Kelly, Rachel, Shants, Matt, Michelle, Melissa, Max and Carolyn, give or take some a certain points. we chowed down on food in the Pru, then me Rachel and Kelly ( Read more... )

"You're so beautiful, i just think you need to know that ( Read more... )

friday was a mess. i caused so much trouble, kinda. at least i wish i did. chaos is a better word for it though it think. i think it was cuz i was loud and stupid and most importantly carefree (they changed my meds and i'm going physco-off-the-wall but it's so FUN ( Read more... )

i went home early today. here's an entry i wrote in my journal first period. don't read it if you don't want to hear my emoness. "If i'm open i can be free" ::deep breath ( Read more... )

Buddhism is cool but i'm a slacker.
Connor is one of the coolest kids on earth.
Improv was awesome.
I heard Mark Unseen on the radio.
only the sweetest dreams everyone.

so friday school was a bore. i was bummed Melissa couldn't go with me. Then i chilled with Pizzabox (what's a pizzabox?) and Jay. good times, good times. Jay made some rap/punk/hardcore songs about Pizzabox and told me when he's a rock star he'll dedicate a whole album to Bryan. it mademelaugh histericllay. then the show. the turn out was WEAK as i ( Read more... )

[read it, it's totally worth the 3 mins you spend doing so, specially the homeless thing, made me realize a lot ( Read more... )