Got together with Natasha today. Not sure what to think. I really find her attractive and I see her as somebody who is nice and would be really good for me but all anybody says is mostly bad and I refuse to listen because that is not how I work. I don't give a shit about her past we all have skeletons in the closet and if you say you don't your a ( Read more... )

I can't figure out WHY. I hate the fact that I can't figure out WHY. WHY can't I figure out WHY? WHY? WHY am I still single? WHY do I care? WHY does it feel like nobody else does? WHY do I always feel like everything is wrong with me? WHY won't anybody tell what is wrong with me? WHY do I feel so lonely? WHY can't I fix that? WHY do I keep thinking ( Read more... )

Well, I will start at midnight since it is technically considered well right now its yesterday...hmm...oh well point being i'm starting there and that is that. So, it was Amy's birthday and we tricked her and took her to IHOP ( IHOP is cool! ) and she was given a lesbian barbie that was made and a feather boa. She was excited! So we ate pancakes ( Read more... )