Comments | spikes199: there is alot to read here.. but please note.. this is a serious entry.. no unwanted comments..

spikes199

there is alot to read here.. but please note.. this is a serious entry.. no unwanted comments..

Nov 15, 2003 17:40

either read this or dont.. if you do.. read it all.. thank you..lately ive had the feeling of being worthless and i havent been really acting like me at all, so many thoughts have been running through my head, its just amazing.. its been bringing me down..So ive been sitting around this afternoon thinking about what to do about this.. And after ( Read more... )

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seriously_pie May 15 2003, 05:08:23 UTC

Half way through your post....but i read it and i just had to say...i have the unhealthy worrying thing about someone better. it really is so terrible... always thinking to yourself what if someone better comes along, and while your in a relationship that should be totally fantastic you just have these disgusting paranoid thoughts that someone is gonna come along and sweep the person you love away. Because you have this idea in your head that the other person is so great almost dvine that you could never be good enough and that there has to be that someone better. I hate that fucking someoen better.

seriously_pie May 15 2003, 05:11:30 UTC

Sorry was that post unwanted? :-S sorry

spikes199 May 15 2003, 11:26:29 UTC

no Emily :)..

spikes199 May 15 2003, 11:18:57 UTC

I guess there is always someone better for real, or even in our head, not matter if there isnt someone better we, tend to think so..

sadclowntears May 15 2003, 09:39:56 UTC

you're a sincere guy simon.
just keep ya head up.
and continue to not worry what these idiots think who think the whole idea is dumb.sometimes people love to make fun of someone or just simply bring that person down so they feel dumb and low.
people=lame
hang in there mate.you have put to much in the situation to walk away now

spikes199 May 15 2003, 11:29:33 UTC

meh.. i cant only su much effort by myself in with people... but it always takes 2 to make things work, if it be friendships or more...
Im so sick of people, and i guess soon we will see.. what people really think of me..

_fallingdown May 15 2003, 09:50:14 UTC

i luff you, sweetheart &
im sorry i havent been a better friend...

i guess we all have our problems..

(sigh)

spikes199 May 15 2003, 11:31:06 UTC

its ok.. i know youve been busy Tiff.. dont worry about me.. i'll just do what i have to do i guess.. *shurgs*...