I wish I could pass on to you a bit of the happiness you have given me this week. You said it yourself, healing begins within, and soul searching is a long and sometimes draining experience. I feel like I have been trying to find myself all my life and have only just begun to know who I am this past year and what I truly want out of life. What you are doing takes so much courage and hope, I admire that so much in you. <3333333
i dont want your happiness , i want you to keep it, all of it, so your happy.. like i said, i dont care about myself.. Im still trying to find myself out.. there are certain things, i want i cant have.. its normal for me lol.. Maybe getting away will help, maybe it will make feel even more alone.. who knows...
yeah i read that i really don't know what to say, i have no wise words of advice so i won't pretend to. i don't know.... im to lost myself to be of any use to anyone else but you have people you can count on. i am more than willing to talk with ya at any time an i know that seems so jakey cuz whut i know you like ehh 5 minutes + I'm like all 'oh yea man im so here for you' etc etc just duno it prob come across wrong way an stuff. a lot of people care you need to let them in
Well Simon, I can't sit here and answer and of your questions b/c I have the same ones. I may be better off than you or I really may be worse. I know that things will turn around for you as long as you don't give up. One thing I've learned is that as soon as you think it couldn't get worse it can.. and sometimes you think things will get better they don't. But when you least expect it you will be given a opputunity to be happy and something will change your life for the better. People have to deal w/ whatever they go through and I say your doing a good job. I think its pretty badass that your going to Cananda... so go and get out of the hell hole your in now.
Don't forget that you can IM me anyday and call me a stupidass bitch and I'll call you the loser you really are.. haha.
im a part-time friend. i realize this. im always so caught up in my own distress that i forget others need me. but then i think.. who could actually need ME? im nothing. really. people tell me im "gorgeous" that im "so awesome" blah bla blah. fuck them. im a piece of shit they would accidently step on & immediately scrape off the bottom of their shoe. nobody keeps me around for long. & because im aware of this.. i screw myself over a lot. i end things with people... i keep my distance.. because i dont want to be the one beaten & discarded. "get rid of them before they can get rid of you" (rolls eyes) im a loser, simon. im a giant idiot who hasnt the faintest clue as to what life is about. im constantly lost & feeling alone..... yet i wont really let anyone in. fuck.. everytime ive let someone close theyve destroyed me. im selfish. im a bitch. im everything negative a person can think of..... except im still not a liar. not that it matters anyway.. no one ever believes me. im never there for you & im sorry. im of no use to anyone
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if i thought do little of you Tiff.. i wouldnt try so hard to get you to talk to you.. but i given up.. people dont care.. and now i dont want them to.. everyone plays games.. they aint fun anymore
I wish I knew what to say but I can't. I know how you feel and I know that no one can change your mind b/c I've been there and done that. I just hope everything turns out well for you and what not. I know I haven't been there but I don't think it matters to you so yeah have a good life.
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You said it yourself, healing begins within, and soul searching is a long and sometimes draining experience. I feel like I have been trying to find myself all my life and have only just begun to know who I am this past year and what I truly want out of life. What you are doing takes so much courage and hope, I admire that so much in you. <3333333
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i really don't know what to say, i have no wise words of advice so i won't pretend to. i don't know.... im to lost myself to be of any use to anyone else but you have people you can count on. i am more than willing to talk with ya at any time an i know that seems so jakey cuz whut i know you like ehh 5 minutes + I'm like all 'oh yea man im so here for you' etc etc just duno it prob come across wrong way an stuff. a lot of people care you need to let them in
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Don't forget that you can IM me anyday and call me a stupidass bitch and I'll call you the loser you really are.. haha.
-Jenn *meow*
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haha see ya bitch :P
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I know how you feel and I know that no one can change your mind b/c I've been there and done that.
I just hope everything turns out well for you and what not.
I know I haven't been there but I don't think it matters to you so yeah have a good life.
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