what a fuckin night it's been. good, though. tiring a bit but good. alaina and i came here and then anna came and she told us we had to go the the private party goin nowhere was playing at or else. so we went and it was pretty cool. zeus was being doochebaggy like usual, but whatever. i still fucking love the bastard. wtf is up with that?!?! ( Read more... )

i just said goodbye to dan and cassie. it's so saddd : (. it'll be so different with one of my broddas missing. but he's happy with makes me extremely happy. like seriously, i am so effing happy he found someone. and i mean, cassie too! she is gorgeous, from the inside out. : ). they said that maybe i can take a plane out to colorado and visit them ( Read more... )

hmm good day. went to saratoga, got checked out, played frisbee, uploaded new pics. good day.

[ p.s. the best part was getting checked out. the guys were totally cute : ) ]

more love for me, oh joy!! mum came over and said she wants to help me. so i was like, yeah okay when just the other fucking night you said it was just a phase [exclude the word fucking]. and she starts spazzing her brains out, for seriously no reason. it proceeded in this fashion.. her yelling [which she doesn't call yelling], me ignoring her, her ( Read more... )

heard mum yelling in the kitchen. apparently dad accused her of never being around. again, like most things, she denied it. they fought over the phone [when they're not even together anymore] and yeah so here i am now.

there is no one i could possibly hate more than my mom. she gets home and immediately starts bitching. and i finally got the courgae to ask her about antidepressants last week and she was like "it's just a phase". so fuck her, she can fucking go live with her boyfriend. i could care less.

i hate my hair
mum had a conniption
so redyed

AGH my sista is a mysturrious thing. the day i was at her apartment and dave's brothers were there, the one who was sixteen didn't really say anything to me so i was like alright. come to find out he was checking me out the whole night. WTF?!?!? how did i miss this? alaina said it was when i was playing computer. argggity. oh JEBUS. we were in ( Read more... )

drama.
drama.
and did i mention drama?

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