Yesterday was mine and Justins 2 year Anniversary. And a good 2 years it has been. I guess the hardest thing about this is hes always gone now but, in a sence its made us more closer than it already has, which I might add is a very good thing :) If he had gone to KingsBall it would have been 3 years as far as the dance goes.

Singing at the Concert ( Read more... )

Pretty sure i'm not going to San Francisco.

Cell phone isn't charging.

Might get a new one today instead on birthday.

Felt sick all week.

Looking into going to see Justin, If he doesn't come out to California.

Dads getting eye surgery.

Dads leaving for Iraq again.

I feel queasy and actually scared about him leaving.

I'm so incredibly tired......

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And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile......              ~Staind~

-yawns- I dunno why i'm so tired I mean I slept intil 12 today.....Then I realized I needed to get my ass up cause I got homework to do....Yet i'm on the computer -shrugs- I know i'll get it done I dont think I have that much to do....I could be wrong tho..

This weeked was emotionally draining....but i kno it wasn't the only one that feels like ( Read more... )

I know I must be strong 4 what might come.....I get sick to my stomache and it feels like i will never be the same ever again....I am afraid it might change me into sum1 else......my fears turn to tears right b4 my eyes....and my insides cringe at those thoughts.....

and my heart will slowly feel that numb sensation of bitterness....

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I thought I could trust my lil sister......heh i was sooo wrong to trust her.....

So she knew my bill on the cell phone was high...I just got it yesterday and coincedently my mom walks into my room this morning and bitches at me...says i'm selfish blah blah ....i might not let u got to the pass or the gradution.....blah blah...

Ok I know my sister ( Read more... )

Kissing Language (yup, it's a language)
if a kiss is the Language of Love,
then we have a lot to talk about it...

methods of Love....

+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"

+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
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1. YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
-Aquarius
2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
-Taken

3. IF TAKEN, BY WHO?
-My Superboy

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERiOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
-kinda :/

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON iF YOU TURNED SUiCiDAL?
-If my bf broke up w/ me….prolly not but I’d feel like dieing

6. iS SUiCiDE REALLY KiLLiNG YOURSELF?
-Yup

7. PREFER COUNTRY OR CLASSiCAL?
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Woke up like usaul not wanting to......but still I dragged myself to the shower....got in and right as I was about to get out I started to feel really queasy and I like saw red everywhere not kiddin I couldn't even hold myself up and fell.....I hit my head on the wall but, I didn't faint.....

Talk to justin last night 4 like 2 1/2hrs.......that was ( Read more... )