.........I think my head is going to explode because there is something i found out that i cant compleatly comprehand. though its a GREAT THING, its something that i never thought that i would belive in a million years. Im happy though. still has yet to prossess...

squeeee.

Not Wednesday but Kylee!!!!!!!! she is comeing from work in denver to come see me all the way in pueblo. ..... well Im way past pueblo!

I cant wait to snuggle up with her adn fall asleep. tehehehehehe

I hope i get to see her tonight. I love her so muc and cant wait to hold her in my arms. ahhhhhh.

I feel like if i was Mea in body i would be neon pink with neon hair color and just going around in the dark wisteling and signing to all the nastys of the world. Im still in a lot of pain but im really happy and in love. I love my life even with all the things that are going sour. I have what matters the most (the people i love) but even if i ( Read more... )

Spyk fat with baby. Spyk happy with girlfriend and daughter. Spyk love school and art. Spyk happy with doing art and Spyk want to trade with some one not Spyk. Spyk sleepy.......
Heart: Spyk.

So I will be at my parents place for the holodays. I want some art to do of others (though im going to be a bit picky cuse i know what im up to) and i also want to do commisions but i need to upload finish things before hand though......

Here are some of my newst art
( Art Under Here )

saw twillight with my mom and brother. .... yeah..... hate to say it but im glad i never read the book. Dont like vampire much adn me adn romance dont do well... exspetioly right now. so no bitching or trying to change my mind. i have lots of friends who have adn still do.  I might love playing VTM and such but me adn vampires dont agree much. not ( Read more... )

There are a few things going on that are making my brain ich in pain. not a bad pain just a strange wtf pain. And the things in my head are not connecting to my heart. My heart has already made up its mind on what is right adn is everything else doesnt belong.  mmmmm... the girl from firefly is on the tv on sg alantais. ...
gaaaaaaa

Im in the computer lab at school, text kylee a little bit and im waiting for 2:30 to roll around so i can go to open art lab so i can fix my grade in art. other then that not much.  going to do drawing for about 2 hours to make up for one class. after that i dont have anything to do. gaaa... any one want to hang out tonight?

There is nothing left inside of me. Nothing left of what i thought of love or of who i thought loved me. The only part of my heart that has not rotted off is the part with Alanna and Wednesday in it.  Im lucky that Wednesday has yet to come out yet.  Her and Alanna are my saving grace.  I really wish i could indulge in something painfull and ( Read more... )