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Oh man Oh man. I had the best weekend ever It really was the best in my whole 15 years this weekend has got to be most memorable. I really don't want this to end. Ever ever ever.
So on friday we had a snowday which was pretty cool because I hadn't even started a report that was due that day ( still haven't started yet ha)and it was very beautiful. I woke up at 5:15 and danced around liek you saw in ealirer entries. I just knew that it would be a great great day. Well the day sucked. I was quite bored but then the night was amazing. We walked around West Chester a little bit and then we went and got coffee. The new management at Fannario is very very nice. We talked to him and we watched the simpsons until people all started comming in. Me, Cj, and Chrristine all played Go Fish. I lost, terrible. I'm a horrible loser too I pulled a 5 year old hissy fit and was like " Meh I'm not playing anymore!" And then we walked outside and I was going to have a dance off with Adam but I didn't and I don't know why.
The oh man, I saw him and we ran up to each other and we hugged for like ten minutes and I never ever wanted to let go. Christine was overcome with the cuteness so she started carressing the tree next to her. I didn't really see it because liek the only people in the world in that moment was me and Ben. Thats all. I love love love that feeling and everytime I'm with him thats how it is for me. Gah. So yea the show was amazing. Dare I Say was definately on. It was so great because I was listening to one of my favorite bands and I had the guy I liked arms around me. It was all very cool. Then I only saw a little bit of Last Day Dying which was dissapointing but I got over it.
Then we went home to Christines and all the old people were drunk and falling down all ove rthe place. This one guy Ash like was hitting these ducks he won togetehr and was liek "I have ducks!!!" and Christine was like " I think Ash is drunk" and Ash says "I think you're right." Then when Christines dad walked outside he completely fell I thought that was the funniest thing. And Alex was being so funny and acting like a teenager. It was all pretty cool/funny. Oh man good night good night.
Then on saturday I woke up at 6 in the morning. I thought that I had slept untill like 11 but I really had only gotten like 5 hours of sleep. So I went back to bed and then I woke up again at 7 and I was just liek of fuck this. I listened to Conor for about an hour then woke Christine up. She was not please but I was ammused so it was cool. I cooked her a bacon egg and cheese on a bagel. She was like OMFG this is so good this is better than Wawa. I was all proud like. Then she want riding and I showered and watched TV and talked to Vincent and made plans for the day. All very exciting... only not. This paragraph was a waste....
Then at the mall I saw Maria Anthonys mom ( OMFG I love that girl so much I miss her liek whoa if anyone from Shana reads this tell her I say hi!! ) and we talked the Valley Forge 13 ones are supposedly doing really well and that makes me all happy inside that Marias sister is going to be a great athlete, better than me times 387458975. I'm all excited because I think our families are going to get together soon and yea i mis her so so much!!!
Then we saw Ben and we embraced each other for at least 5 minutes again. When I'm hugging huim I breath him in. I take in everthing because I feel sometimes like he's jsut going to dissapear somedays. I met Bens dad too and he seems like a really nice guy. It was funny because like they hugged when they were leaving and his dad was like " Ben's my boy to us" and Ben said " Nuh Uh I'm your man" haha that just ammused the fuck out of me. Then we walked around and met Leo and Jess and Lindsy later in the day. I stole a forever 21 lipgloss ( I'm so badass haha) and tried on this really really tiny skirt for shits and giggles with linds. Needless to say I think the guys liked it. After Forever 21 me and Ben were talking and I said something liek " So where are we right now?" and he said "Well... I like you alot and I broke up with Shannon for you.... so it would makes sence...Lauren do you want to be my girlfriend?" I was like holy fucking God almighty fuck yes!! but I played it down and jsut smiled and was like " of course I do" and then I was liek do you want to be my boyfriend? and he said yea yea I do. Then we hugged and kissed and jsut ... yea. I felt so good. I'm still on cloud 9.
I was so happy but then the whole incident with Jess and her mom upset me so much. I was like crying for Jess I jsut wanted to go and slap some sence into her mother and be like "Look at her! Look what you';re doing to your own fucking flesh and blood! What the hell is wrong with you? You want to make her feel this way you are a horrible mother. I would absolutely hate to even say that you are part of my family. You are fucking white trash!!" But Ben held me back from everything and him and christine and lyndsy all comforted me. And then how she was flipping out on Ben jsut made me want to fucking kill that bitch. But I couldn't because I needed to be there for him to calm him down. And it felt good when his head was on my shoulder and I was rubbing his back and stroking his hair the fact that I had someone to care about and I could soothe someone was jsut amazing to me. I made him promise that he wouldn't say anything to her. He was reluctant but he did. And he kept his promise whioch meant alot alot to me. I was happy over all.
This weekend was just.. so great I'm upset that it's going to end tomorrow. Depressing oh well. There is always next weekend. But I have to wait a whole week to see everyone again. Upsetting :( oh well though. I don't want to dwell on that I'll just think abotu better things :)
Pee Ess - I really really liked my outfit I wore to mass today so I'm going to show you a picture it. It makes me feel:
- Like I should be in harvard
- Like a psuedo intellect that gose to coffee houses and discusses politics
- English ( I think I'm feeling that way too fucking much. I really need to stop because yea I need to. I'm american with a stupid accent not a cool one.End of story)
