So yea... 11:30 never really happend. Well it did I just didn't take any notice to it. I ended up getting of the computer and having a panic attack. Wow I'm really weird. The last time I had one of them was.... like 2 falls ago after Greg. Weird. I just kinda looked around and was wandering through halls and I was feeling so lost and overwhelmed ( Read more... )

Ok so yea I am the worlds biggest loser ever... ok well maybe the ships? I walked up there all ready to " socialise" and then I don't see anyone. Well I see people but I am either too shy or too stuck up to talk to them. Gah I am a pussy/eleitist fuck. Jesus Christ ( Read more... )

Umm... yea the rents are makingme " socialise and meet people" so yea that's what I'm going to go and do now. Ha..right. I can't be fashionably late though because last time I tried that fucker I was too late. Goddamnit. I'm nervous.

The heat is definately getting to me. I think I layed out in the sun too long today because I'm all dizzy and stuff ( Read more... )

One more quick thing. I realised last night at dinner that I am a minority on this ship. Everyone speaks spanish and or french on this ship. I bet you that there is like only 25% of this ship that speaks ony english. Oh joy, I'm so happy that Im a monolingual idiot.

Pee Ess - scince I don't feel like being social or drinking everynight and doing ( Read more... )

Hmm yea so ... vacation. Kinda sorta boring. I'm too lazy to go out and make friends. Every person my age here seems so... similar(?) to the next. Individuality would be nice but eh... maybe I shouldn't be so picky. It's pretty nice weather but I erally wouldnt know seeing as I got off the plane got into 5 million lines for 458974589745 minutes ( Read more... )

I got a 100 on my math test tody!!!

This is honestly my first hundred on math scince like... 5th grade. I know it's sad but yea I'm really proud of it. I cried. And I showed it to my mom and she was shocked and happy. It makes me hapy that she's proud of me... if only for a few minutes.

Hmm.. so pretty boring day. Best part of it has to be when Rachel starts spazing out and hyperventalating in math class. I jsut look over at her and see her fanning herself with her hand and breathing really fast. I was like what the hell is she... dying? Then after her 5 minute specticle she says "::breah breath::Wow ::breath:: those listerine ( Read more... )

It feels so weird looking at things from the other side. For me I had all highs while she was dealing with all lows. I feel like a not so nice person. So I had to delete that entry. I'm sorry. I'm a very insensative person about everything because I've only really been concerned with me and me alone. I'm so damned bitchy and catty and it really ( Read more... )

Today was boring and yea nothing really too good happend. Except for at lunch, now that was just ammusing as fuck. One minute I was talking about boys in tight pantz then the next we were talking about sex and dicks and "massive groping." Somehow that lead to lining up 3 different bottles small(3oz), medium(80z), larage(10oz) and were talking abotu ( Read more... )