i swear...if i dont get this job and move i dont know what ill do with myself. its been a week now and still no word on anything. living here is something i cant do much longer. i cant be stuck like this anymore. something needs to happen with my life and SOON.

i just wrote this long ass live journal entry about my life and i pressed a button and the entire thing got destroyed. fuck man. i hope thats not a sign. im nervous now....more nervous ( Read more... )

so im contemplating whether i am this awful person or whether im just oversensitive. this year has been just awful and i am so confused and miserable. i feel unwanted no matter where i go. my life isnt going anywhere and i have no friends. and those people who say they are my friends never have time for me. i hate being alone and i just want it to

this is definately the worst summer of my entire life. i havent done anything but cry in weeks.

the boob job is the best invention ever. i think every girl should get one...that is if her boobs arent already perfect. reductions, implants, lifts, all amazing ( Read more... )

in LA its like six degrees of everyone. its funny yet pretensious yet kinda refreshing. its so different out here and i really need a change. i love the school, i like the people, and i love the weather, and i like the atmosphere. its so laid back it has everything nNSyc has to offer except more spread out and not as dirty or populated.today i hung ( Read more... )

im in los angeles and bored......i have no friends and no car and nothing to do...i need to go somewhere, blah.

christina aguilera ticket=AWESOME!!!
christina aguilera tickets third row= O MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
yes...u heard that, THIRD ROW!!!!!now what! omg....im gonna fucking have an orgasm...cause this is "what a [boy] wants what a [boy] needs"
tehehehehehehehe YOOHOO!!!
and me and kristin are getting matching outfits hehehe

i love me some squeakmachines, mr. squiggles, sophias, and shawns....

ughh................................