the darkest days got dark again and i'm left standing alone in the light with my hands in a fist ( Read more... )

heylo my puppets~
ok i've had the greatest past couple of days ever...EVER.
filmed on sat.
flimed on sun.
i went to ze movies with my friend jenessa from san lorenzo, that was good fun.
i bought my lil' amp!
i bought a capo!
and i guitar stand!
my life is great right now...
only on thing missing...
where is she?!

well, i know she has left me in her shadow. it's getting harder pretending not to see her at school. and i want her to read this...ust like i wanted her to read all the others. but...i have strong feelings that...she wont. i want to let you know that ( Read more... )

what am i doing...looking for "love" at my age. maybe just companionship. maybe more ( Read more... )

welcomed back in the same arms that gave me up. nothing here has changed, i didn't expect it to but...woah...i just got de ja vous...i cant spell. it's friday...and i have band prcatice. party tommorow, fuckin' excited! i get to play for some skyline kids finally...and my and jorje can unleash our demon of a band. i've been listening to alot of ( Read more... )

i broke a branch and tore off a limb.

from here on i will be called The Spark.

So...yesterday i went to San Francisco, me home town. it was good to be back. i didn't realize how many good lookin' ladies we in San Fran! so...now i know, that's where you wanna go for a good looking girl. her personality might not be the funnest to talk to...BUT SHE ( Read more... )

i dream of germs.

freeeeeeeeeeeeeze frost. yeah so what i talk about you behind your back! you soon start realizing all the things you dislike when it's gone...i'm glad it's gone cause i don't like alot! "narcisistic...drama queen...picture perfect non-beligerant."

hey so i know this girl...and she's hot...and i like her...and and and...yeah

i ( Read more... )

FUCKING COMPUTER!!!! I TYPED A WHOLE GODDAM ENTRY AND IT ERASED IT! ASSCLOUD!! FUCK damn shit... I HATE CURSING!

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forever a moment of memories to block the memories.

i'm heading for a downfall. slowy so surely. i have a new thoery...one that makes more sence...that...the nice guy does finish last...if he finishes at all. he's no attraction...just an object to be recognized as matter...that doesn't matter. i feel alone alot. mentally, phisically, and whatever ( Read more... )