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[spilled_perfume]

I don't understand why its so much more sad this time then all the other times. I really seriously want to cry this time. I don't know why I don't want to leave so bad. Usually by now I feel sad, but kinda ready at the same time. Now its like, I need more time. It all seems very fast and summer feels oh so far away. I don't like it. It feels so

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[nofuturepunk77]

I feel for ya...I can say I know how the feeling is; after the first time with Sara up in Connecticut, I could honestly say that I didn't want her there with me in the future unless there was good reason. I'm not saying that it wasn't a good time, but...it just doesn't feel right, y'know? It was a fun time, but it was just, I don't know, different. I guess that's how you feel (not going to bet on it, knowing you and how you are with your emotions, haha). Just cheer up, kid.