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[spiltnepenthe]

how can you know exactly how you're feeling. what happens when you get to a point where you think that maybe you're feeling something and that feeling was always there, but maybe it was never there so that's why you feel the same all the time. how about if you dont know what to feel or when you have to choose something you dont know what you would

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[protestofprayer]

when you can wollow in the chaos and bring order to your feelings. you can wade through the ones you now understand. feelings are relative to who you are. each persons love is different as are all there emotions, seperate and identifiably so. i think the reason why its so hard for you to define your feelings is because one word doesnt fit. it needs many more. Our language just sucks..

[spiltnepenthe]

that's exactly what i just said though, but feelings can never be %100 clear, even to yourself. as much as they're relative to who you are, i dont think anyone is really sure what they are feeling, maybe they were raised to be a certain way and that's what has an influence on what they are feeling, and you dont know weather you should be feeling that way because you were taught to, or because that's what you know as this certain feeling.

[protestofprayer]

you hit it on the head. psychology defines actions and emotions by the genetics of the being and the environmental influence A, at that time and B, from past experiences. i notice that feelings tend to be exaggerated and what you feel will be amplified because its the emotion your looking for. you will see something that correlates to it in some way because its what you want to see. if you have seen the movie pi you would know exactly what im saying.

[lostpoet15]

sarah, we are now officially the same person..... i started going through that stuff exactly at the same time you started and itll drive you crazy.... im still trying to understand it..... although most stuff i still dont understand.... love is a definite feeling.... you recognize it though only when its gone.... :(.... too bad u left.... im happy though that ur happy and u have friends and stuff.... im not being mom and trying to make u feel guilty so dont get mad.... just miss ya sis.... love you... adam....
so happy you found your place:)

[spiltnepenthe]

hey, and yea i know we are alot alike it's just you and i take things differently. and i know that love is a definet feeling, i think it's the only one i will know how do identify if i ever come across it again, i just think love would be way too complicated right now and out of place.and yea i am happy here adam and as much as you're down over her, dont make the same mistakes that i made.
i love you , hope to see you sometime soon.

[x0xmelonyx0x]

hmmmmm interesting post. i guess sometimes you just feel things and you know what's there but other times feelings just mesh and you get confused or soemthing. ARG now im all confused oh jebus