ok well i know people dont like to read these, so noone's forced to, but i love doing them so its my journal, and it's my post ( Read more... )

well i'm sorry for who i hurt/am going to hurt in this whole episode, but i guess im going to release myself from this whole thing,it pretty much sucks since this whole thing didn't even have to start. well, my brain is about to explode but feelings can't be gone unconsidered so, im off to gather the pieces of what is left of my head splattered on ( Read more... )

my weekend was pretty good, on friday i have no recolection of what i did so if anyone knows, feel free to remind me, on saturday......hah nevermind then ( Read more... )

*how will you know im hurting
if you cannot see my pain?
To wear it on my body
tells what words cannot explain*

today was so damn fun. school was boring as usual, and rebecca showed up at our school, i didn't see her for much but oh well, Justin picked me up from school and we went back to his house. we did quite a job on his car. we worked on his car for a while, cleaned up the whole damn thing, outside inside, everything ( Read more... )

today was pretty damn great. i walked to annie's after school and justin picked me up from ther. uh we went back to his house and watched "fight club" than at 7 we left for diana's birthday at Olive Garden. it was pretty much an adventure finding the place. we onlygot there at about 8:10 for some reason. a cop gave us bad directions so we got ( Read more... )

i just got back from a psychologist. it was pretty ok, it's this jewish place, well we talked alot and i think this is the start of a good thing. also she recomended i join a group session kind of thing so i'm going to be doing that.

this may be the thing i've been needing

wow ( Read more... )

what do you do when you get to a point where you can't talk to a person you love (as a friend), and you both are kind of annoyed with eachother, but you don't wantr to be. you want to fix it ( Read more... )

today i ate at la poops and did nothing all day, i straightened my hair though finally, looks kinda cool...

( straight hair! )