"I learned more about myself in my first two semesters of college than in my previous 17 years of life combined. And the scary thing about it is, the more I learn the more I know, and I fear less... but I worry more ( Read more... )

I'm a little concerned. Mckay came over to visit today, which was fantastic. We went to visit Becky and Shawn was there. My heart gave a little twist when I saw him ( Read more... )

I helped Steve paint his house this entire weekend. He told me he loves me and he thinks about me every day, and that he worries that I don't know how much I mean to him. He's right that I forget sometimes because he gets embarrassed about saying it. He said that I was his best friend and that he doesn't know anyone else who would have gone to all ( Read more... )

1:15 PMLast night I had a really vivid dream. The only part I can really describe about it is the ending...or, at least I think it was the ending. In any case it was the point at which the film comes loose from the reel in my mind and I don't recall any more ( Read more... )

SATURDAY, MAY 20th 2006: 12:21 PM ( Read more... )

I should find my asthma medication so my breath doesn't rattle in the morning when I wake up. That's not a pleasant thing to say good-morning to.

I just....want...to sleep ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is, kiddo, but you sing like an angel.

Steve on the phone today.
I feel better.

I'm a little confused because its raining in Phoenix and Steve is sad and calls me and then gets pissed off at me. I wish he wouldn't take his problems out on me just because I'm the only one who is willing to listen.

That's not right.

I'm trying not to let him hurt me by that by concentrating on the fact that I GOT A B IN THEORY hooray. :D

Wake.. from your sleep ( Read more... )