I think, if I ever get married, I'm going to wind up with someone who beats me, and I'm going to take it- probably until it kills me. I discern this from my relationship with my parents and past male influences in my life. That's basically what he did to me for 2 years, emotionally, which lead to me doing it physically. Does it freak you out that I ( Read more... )

There are benefits to having parents of both religions at times other than the winter holidays... like now- Jew food and bunny cakes.
I hate my parents though. I wish they weren't 5 years old. Seriously.

Bunnycake.

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I have an apartment for next year!
5th st between ave a and b

haha I can be the feline of avenue B! woo hoo

this is me being excited. this is me going to take a nap.

My computer died a couple weeks ago. I've been sick and dying for over a week.
My grades aren't going to be great this semester... except in my Appuhn class.

I have this teacher that reminds me of Mr. O'Donnell. It makes me hate him and resent doing the work for his class. It makes me resent needing to stay awake during his 3 hour lecture that was supposed to be a workshop ( Read more... )

my last score went up 7 pts :)

its a good start.

people from high school shouldn't be allowed to come to manhattan unless I don't hate them.

class.

so it doesn't hurt
at all

and that scares me
because you broke me
im drunk

it should hurt that he lied
but he's like you were. in every way

I cuddled with him all night. and more. for a half hour there another decided to get into bed with us? that was slightly awkward ( Read more... )

I just have to keep telling myself that it's enough. although it never will be.