So i asked zach why he doesnt sit with me...apparently because the kids at my table annoy him..and i dont know i honestly dont know anymore..i cant stand that girl melissa that he sits with...shes always like flirting with him and shit...and i dont know...he hasnt been all over me like normal...blah..im just hoping that he still likes me...cause ( Read more... )

So yesterday me and kaycie went and sat out in the sun at my house which was fun we did get tanned..she got burned a bit though and i got somewhat tan..not tan enough so i think im going to lay out like everyday or something..cause i want to be tan...saw my boo in art today...kind of upset me because he didnt sit with me...but whatever...he left ( Read more... )

I went over to kaycies last night...and we took her dog for a walk and we met up with one of her friends...and that was chill...and then we just chatted online for a while...and then went to bed..and today we went and got donuts and then laid out in the sun went for a walk to the park with her brother to smoke a cig...then laid out again and my ( Read more... )

So nothing all too new...just woke up..dad is at work..and im out of cigs..but whatever my brother is getting a pack...zach still hasnt called me...wonder what this is going to bring for me....im just really upset...and i dont know what to do i mean he is online but i dont know if i want to talk to him or not because at this moment i am pretty ( Read more... )

Wow so my greatest journal didnt work so i got one of these instead...but i needed somewhere to vent and i guess this is the place...i dont know things have been screwy lately....since my mom died and all and then getting kicked out of my house..what fun right? well not really and i really like zach and all but i dont know what is going on. so i ( Read more... )