Just another update...I don't want you to all think Im nuts...but right now I think everyone is just going to have to bear with my insaneness...

yesterday my grandma was admitted to the AMC with pneumonia (sp?)

I really don't think I have anything new to say...except however keeps calling me at like 2 in the morning...stop doing it during the week, its so damn annoying, i like to sleep at that time, but you know its probably no one that reads this journal, but just so everyone knows dont call me after 1 during the week, unless its an emergency, you can ( Read more... )

is it strange that i slept in Justin's bed for like 2 hours today? cus i sure think it is....no one even woke me up...i woke myself up...its so damn creepy...i feel like the creepiest person in the entire world right now...i just fell asleep...i didnt mean to...and they just let me lay there and sleep...soooo weird....and i met a boy in Omaha named ( Read more... )

Ok not really ( Read more... )

Guess where I am going......OMAHA

and by the way sarah, now you know for sure

where the hell are KALEENA and JULIE!!

Oh my life ( Read more... )

Feeling tired
By the fire
The long day is over

The wind is gone
Asleep at dawn
The embers burn on

With no reprise
The sun will rise
The long day is over

grrrrr....my disk wont open...it says its not formatted....i already lost the first copy of this disk and have had to retype half the notes and now im going to have to do it again!
damn it!

I would just like to say I have one talent indeed.....I magically got the computer to play the same song as the MTV people were playing at the exact same moment...the words were aligned and everything...thats my good news for the day

Through the wire...

I am really beginning to wonder what I am doing here, why certain things happen to me and why when I read my friends journal entries I can do nothing but cry...I want to help them all feel better but I don't know how or half the time I don't know why they feel the way they do or what's going on in their lives. Probably because I am a selfish and ( Read more... )