so today was graduation. we did it guys. it was so bizarre. it all feels like a blur. my moment with miss hiti a blur. everything up to emily's speech a blur. but of all the blurs, it was the most meaningful one. i'm still upset that it was at shriners. because we graduated on the cement floor of a garage. but in the end, its not where you are but ( Read more... )

so last night was wicked fun! i loved seeing everybody all dressed up for prom. my dress turned out to be not as whor-ish as expeted. it was definitely the best prom ever! first we took the t into fanueil hall and ate dinner at cheers. i had a plate of jalepeno poppers all to myself. i love my friends. then we went and got gelato. pai and me danced ( Read more... )

senior awards night was tonight. it was pretty swell. i got 3 awards. one for 5 years in a foreign language. its a cute little pin. mrs wheeler got sort of emotional in her speech. which was sweet cuz it means she wasnt just repeating the same stuff as she alaways says.. and she called the dept winner miss sen paula. classic wheeler. i find i enjoy ( Read more... )

i have a question to pose to the general public. for those of you who know me you know i am famous for bluntly stating the brutally obvious things that few dare to say. and for those of you who dont be forewarned. to all of you i apologize in advance. so here goes: some medications require you to refresh the dose every so often(ie take a pill every ( Read more... )

i want to spend the rest of my life in the fetal position on my bed listening to this song. somehow i think that that would make everything ok again.

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so that was it. and it wasnt nearly as bad as i thought. i dont feel like i have any unfinished business. i dont feel like i forgot anything. i made it. with dry eyes. mostly. there was that one moment after the most awkward turtle with my cricket. but i recovered. i wish that had gone a little smoother. i walked home with melanie after my ice ( Read more... )

this is so wierd. i can feel my self freaking out. and its not even tomorow. i dont know what to say. i dont even know where to begin. i know i'll be ok if i just live through this. and i will. its just so weird. so surreal. to know that i CANT forget anything tomorow. to know that its my last chance. my last chance to present my psych project. my ( Read more... )

i keep checking my email compulsively. i dont know why. i'm not expecting anything. in fact i really cant think of anyone that would have any ccause to send me anything. so i really dont know what i keep checking for. yet somehow every half hour here i am without fail. just in case. but my hopes are shut down when faced with the reality that there ( Read more... )

so its scary enough to see some of the pictures on the news. and it was pretty intense coming home from n. andover on sunday. its awful out there. eastern mass got screwed. i sent out emails to a couple of people i knew didnt read this to make sure they were safe. i was definitely not prepared to get the one back from jenny. complete with a photo ( Read more... )