I'm so messed up right now. I feel like I'm drunk. I really feel that way. Everything feels heavy, and yet somehow I'm lightheaded, and almost giddy, but at the same time I jsut want to fall into peices. I think I'm cracking up, I really do. I'm sitting here, talking to Greg, and TOTALLY weirding him out. I just feel like I have to talk, but I dont ( Read more... )

my grandma from oregon passed away.

she died this morning.

I cant deal with this anymore, i really cant.

why is everyone dying?

( you said we were the real thing )

Tried out for the play at the high school today, I hope I get Miss Scarlet :) We're doing Clue. It should be awesome. I dont really mind if I dont get a part, but it would be nice. I think I did pretty good, too. I miss the theatre so much ( Read more... )

people are psycho. honest to god, they are ( Read more... )

What is this hidden attraction to depression that seems to haunt my generation? Does this epidemic or self-loathing haunt every generation that passes? Is it an epidemic at all, or just the norm, and all those who dont suffer from self-pity are the odd ( Read more... )

( survey stolen from Jarrett )

Does anyone ever ger really good idea's for a story or a book, and then you start writing it, and you just....give up? Like, you just want to jump right into the story and your just too lazy to build up to the plot and whatnot? Dude, I've got some many idea's for movies and books running through my head, I muse have a dozen Word documents on my ( Read more... )

Today I slept to an ungodly hour. I thought I might be sick, but apparently not. Frank called at around.... 9:15ish? And I met him and Dan at Mickeys to play pool. Yeah, I kicked ass. Not really. Out of 12 games I won 4. But I was so fuckin good the other night- I won so many games it was nuts ( Read more... )

wow. Ian Hickey really pisses me off ( Read more... )