been up all night helping an ailing friend

crying til she threw up, again & again
i didn't know what to do
so i held her
& hoped that someone might have done that for me

i miss somebody right now
i want to talk to a couple people right now
i wish i could be held, too
i wish i could know that again

things are horrible ( Read more... )

please look at this... it's overwhelming & sad & beautiful.

another school shooting occurred today. what the hell is in the water in Colorado?

my iBook battery lasts approximately 29 minutes now, after being fully charged. :(

weeks it will take to save up for a new Macbook: twelve
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
& nope. not buying a new battery. nope

k i'm reviewing the eraser for my current journalism assignment ( Read more... )

my twenty-first birthday came & went. one of the more underwhelming birthdays i've had, surprisingly. i almost don't want to talk about it. yeah, i don't.

to do:
• finish watercolors/scans for concepts
• adjust in photoshop; print at lab
• finish wet media project (pen & ink & washes)• start reading the only girl in the car ( Read more... )

still fucking weird, if not even moreso. i am in a pickle, & a pickle is what i am in. 'pickles delight' should be my nickname ( Read more... )

really fucking weird?

travel the world
traverse the skies
your home is here
within my heart

today was/is/will continue to be fucking great

I LOVE my friends.

Already into my second week of classes, & still diving in. Just joined a new class yesterday--Poets, Poetry, & Poetics-- & tomorrow I start training for my new job ( Read more... )