Who does a person have to blow, fuck, or kill around here to get a fucking job ( Read more... )

Hey anyone still reading this thing. If you have my DA site or my Myspace - then you've seen these. If not - enjoy!

I wrote a villanelle. Probably the best known example would be Dylan Thomas' "Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night"

This is mine: Cellulose and SuicideI said there is no need of suicide; I’m long past dead ( Read more... )

So, yet again I have lucked out on another job opportunity. Thursday was a bad day. It's been four months since I've been back (or something like that) and still no job. I don't want to settle for some fast food/wal-mart/factory job. Damnit, I'm worthy of an office job...fucking life! I really don't understand it all ( Read more... )

Hello all ( Read more... )

Okay, so I went to a job fair this morning at 9am. It was crap - there was only one clerical position available. But, whatever - disappointment isn't new to my life. The application is going in - we'll see. I've got other applications out so just whatever. But, I'm sick - the day started out hectic - I feel like a loser for even being at the ( Read more... )

So, last night - or possibly sometime this morning...who knows...I had a pretty interesting dream. I think it's sort of like subconsciously giving me a shot of Berea and associated peeps in one massive dream. Here goes ( Read more... )

Hello all. I know I suck with the whole updating the blog and keeping in touch...I admit it - you all know it. It's just me ( Read more... )

Greetings everyone ( Read more... )

So, I'm not happy with anything in my life right about now. Not one damn thing. I'm depressed and just grr. I've got a job - should be happy about that - but I'm not. I mean - relief and all - money or whatever...but not happy. I'm thinking thoughts that should not be thought (not suicide - but sometimes I think thinking that would be better ( Read more... )

So, I've heard nothing from Denzle about the whole drama situation at home. I'm rather happy about that. She probably read my blog and didn't post a comment - but just decided not to talk to me. I'm completely fine with that. I've got too much to worry about to worry about their drama. Mom has agreed not to mention anything as well. I love it ( Read more... )