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[spiral_soul]

Man... I can tell that this night is rapidly spiraling into an "I hate myself and want to be left alone to my self-hatred, depression, and ignorance of all that might be or have once been anything akin to reality" day. I was in the shower and realized how chubby I've let myself get and it dissolved from there

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[tokyostreet]

Woah, now. Hey, don't get all hard on yourself. You should do what I do. When I start to feel like I'm fucking up, I'll go see where I'm doing so... and then try to fix it. I mean, you've already done the first half, now you need to do the second. Use how you feel about yourself as motivation.

You can tell Wes you want to eat better (not less, that's my forte, but better). Call the doctor now that you realize you should. Check on the applications, it'll take 5 minutes over the phone. Set up your test and tell Wes you have to be there... and if he can't drive you, call me (unless it's online like UD's placement tests).

See, at least you realize what you haven't done. Now you just have to go out and do it! You know we're all behind you.

[spiral_soul]

I'm sorry it took me so long to say anything back, but I couldn't think of what to say. ^^; Thanks a lot.

[xspinspin_sugar]

I had this same conversation with myself this morning.... yet I threw a fit around the house about how I feel I am fat. I weigh 133... but I seem so much more fatter than that... that scale cannot be right... I got so pissed off and my mom said that I was not. I say whateva to that!