Things are so weird right now. The AP test is just coming closer and closer and I am doing absolutely nothing to make me less worried. Of course I have plans to study, I always do but who knows if they will actually work out ( Read more... )

"Infatuation is fleeting desire - one set of glands calling to another. It is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about the relationship that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream ( Read more... )

I have been driving a lot lately. I love it.

I also got my hair cut. I was sick of it being so long. My mom didn't like it, which is to be expected with her. I want to dye it again, but eh not sure.

Anyway, here it's not the greatest but it gives you the idea.

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I passed.

I am that much closer to being able to escape.

Hoorah!

I was looking at a friend's friend list and I found someone that I had heard all about. I guess I didn't think she really existed or I just didn't want her to. I really don't know what to think, it hurts but I know it shouldn't. I really need to get better at narrowing down my feelings ( Read more... )

Oh goodness. Glassjaw and Poison the well coming together. I will get there no matter what ( Read more... )

Coming back from spring break made me realize how stifiling school is. It's not that I don't like school but I just can't stand the enviroment of it. Everyone is rushing to the future unknown and trying not to fall in to the undertow. Escape from this is welcome. I was able to go over to Mary's house for an hour last night ( Read more... )

Who is ready to come home ( Read more... )

I hate Texas.
I hate computers that won't let me get aim.
I love my grandmother's jewelry.
I love my aunt's house.

I hate my family.
I miss my friends.

I feel worn out and I don't want to leave. My mom knows I hate staying with my grandparents but she is making me go for a week ( Read more... )