What I want to know is:

[spiralunwind]

why is it always so hard to remember that I am in charge of my life and the experiences contained therein?  why is it that I default to wanting to give up the control over (and responsiblity for, and blame for and consequences of) my actions?

i have been working on taking a more proactive/participant role in my life.  what i really want most is the

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Two thoughts...

[litlcricket01]

one, you are a creative force and nothing will alter that, even if you temporarily forget your own brilliance, and two, I love that song.

Ok that was my shine of insight and insanity.
love you, cricket

[orthanc]

"I'm going to try an experiment for the next week to see how much more energy i have if i just don't get upset about shit that doesn't matter."

All I can say is: darling, good luck. And more power to you.