im leaving. be safe jill. thx for everything. you're amazing.

a navy guy just called me, asked for my weight and height. i said 5.11 and 135-140lbs. he got all weird, saying that i should eat more, like 3 square meals a day. then he aksed if i had medical issues, and asked when the last time i smoked was. idiotic ppl.

april 4th brokeback dvd. yay.

my bbf just told me he is bisexual. holy shit. amazing. i knew he was always. i want to kiss him now. he lives in iowa though. i will see soon i hope. i miss him. we told each other we loved each other. like family yet even more beyond that.

lost 2 pounds. 140.6 to 138.2 in two weeks. freaky. im not doing anything. just eating and yoga.

went off on my father tonight, ran around instead of throwing up my food, which i was seriously considering. i felt as though my body needed to be punished. i think i may be getting a shreink. fun.

got some new shirts and a bag. might use the shirts for the bag, the logos and such. should have gotten the hoodie. oh well. i hate money. underworld.evolution was great. abdominal sex. hell yes. *what the fuck* in russian. i need to learn that. fun saty. have to work. need more money since i blew it all. my life is a bleh fest.

http://www.myspacescripts.com/mssunscripted_mustbeemo.php

emoness.

some fun stuff, or not so fun. i dared two girls to kiss, they did. my friend got me to straddle a guy and fondle him above the wasit. he took pics. my friend dared me to kiss her, so i did. it turned into a longer kiss than expected. i feel bad. i ate too much chinese food.

i'm tired. my chinese food is still good. having it for lunch/dinner. i want to see bbm again. i just realized my initals are mbb, and brokeback mountain is bbm. i'm out of it today. stuck at home, alone.
i kisssed two jonniebois this past week.